After years of feeling different, struggling to stay focused, and constantly losing track of time, it was a relief to finally have an explanation for the way I felt.
As a 25-year-old, I never expected to be diagnosed with Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD). But, after years of feeling different, struggling to stay focused, and constantly losing track of time, it was a relief to finally have an explanation for the way I felt. However, the journey of discovering and treating my ADHD was not an easy one.
The biggest challenge for me was trying medication for the first time. As someone who has always been quite introverted and in my head a lot, the idea of taking a medication that would alter my thoughts and behavior was daunting. I was worried that the medication would make me feel like a different person, and that I would lose the creativity and spontaneity that I cherished about myself.
But, after discussing the medication with my doctor and doing some research on my own, I decided to give it a try. The initial few weeks of taking medication were a rollercoaster ride. The sudden clarity and focus that came with the medication was almost overwhelming. I felt like I was in control of my thoughts and actions for the first time in my life.
However, it was also difficult to come to terms with the fact that I had been living with ADHD for so long without knowing it. I had always prided myself on being the “ideas office” where people would come to me with a dream and I would turn it into an idea. I had always been creative and full of ideas, but now I realized that I struggled to develop those ideas from start to finish.
As I continued to take the medication and receive therapy, I began to see the benefits of treating my ADHD. I learned strategies for managing my time and staying organized, and I became more confident in my abilities to complete projects from start to finish. Blogging became my escape, a place where I could share my words and connect with others who were going through similar struggles.
Now, two years after my diagnosis, I am proud to say that I am working on freelancing projects and starting a community in Berlin for others with ADHD. I want to create a space where people can come together and talk about their struggles, share strategies that have worked for them, and feel supported in their journey.
In conclusion, discovering and treating ADHD has been a difficult journey, but one that has ultimately led me to a better understanding of myself and my abilities. While medication may not be the right choice for everyone, I encourage anyone who is struggling with ADHD to seek support and resources to help them manage their symptoms and lead a fulfilling life.